What’s real?

I don’t even know what’s real

And what isn’t real anymore

But the scariest part is

Just the simple fact I am even questioning this reality

Probably makes me more in touch with reality than most.

take care of yourself, take care of each other… have no fear. Peace & love. H

Gross Sticky Things (a poem)

What if we fall?

Oh Lord, this is hard

The dog barks at every moving thing

One day death will make it past the dog

And through the door

Who will save me

From this mediocre existence

Inside these walls

Where they told me not to move?

Pain and suffering is what you need, girl

Show God what you’re made of

I’m just blood and guts and bones and gross sticky things

And what if I fall?

I’ve got a child to protect

What if death….

Just stop

Know that you’re just a fool

Reality isn’t really real

To believe anything else

Would be foolish.

Lies (2021 Poetry)

Lies, lies and statistics

Twain once said

They wiped the smile from our faces

Snitching saves lives

I’ll say it again and again until you believe it

Wait until more of you die

The madman said with a fiendish giggle

Do I have your attention yet?

For we live in a time of prophecy

A time of tribulatuon

A time of magic

(If you’re willing to look for it)

No one knows anymore

Friend from foe

The truth is insane I tell you

Wake up, wake up

You’ve been dreaming this whole time.

Wake up, wake up

Time to abandon your lies.

To mask or not to mask

I personally don’t fight the mask issue. As a small business owner myself I understand doing everything you have to do to stay open. I’ll never give a business a hard time about asking me to wear one.

But I get the people that oppose wearing one. Just don’t be an ass about it.

I also understand this weird psychological effect of seeing everyone around you wearing one. It perpetuates this new world of fear we live in. And fear is probably the best way to control the masses.

Tell me I’m wrong. I’d love to hear it.

I also can’t help think this constant conflicting information about masks being put out and the flip flopping is done on purpose. Just another way to get us to fight each other. Like the mask issue was all part of the simulation….


Morning Poetry “Lemmings”

Sometimes I feel

Like we are all being

Laughed at

By billionaires in business suites

Look at these little lemmings

Lapping up our lies

All fighting and scurrying about

All afraid to die

Aren’t we lucky the masses are so dumb

If they turn on each other

They won’t turn on us

How easily they succumb.

Shifting From Fear To Gratitude

My mind can go to a dark place.

Perhaps I will blame it on my programming. I grew up in a very religious household where talk of the devil, Armageddon, and prophecies were every day events. As you can imagine the Covid 19 quarantine brought up a whole lot of old fears.

The quarantine has been quite an interesting journey for me. It started off as an eye roll at all the media hype. It then turned into a fear that people were buying into all the fear and my life would be interrupted. Eventually I became afraid myself if the virus itself. I locked myself and my son in our home for awhile. I came out on the insistence from my sister-in-law my son needs to see his cousins. I remember being very angry as we left that she had given him a kiss on the cheek.

My fear of the virus started to take a turn into something even darker. I’m sure most of us by now have heard the theories of what might really be going on behind the scenes. I’m not going to get into those things here and give them any more power. But I will tell you for a moment it became all consuming. I couldn’t eat, or sleep. I really was full of dread.

A dear friend of mine sent me this video with just a simple note “Please watch.” I am so glad I did because it absolutely shifted how I started thinking and reacting to what was going on.

So if you are looking for a positive, different perspective on not only current events, but how to live your life I highly recommend this video. I will give a disclaimer and say this already went along with some of my core beliefs. Beliefs that were there but were never really applied. Plus I didn’t really understand the Science behind what my gut had always told me, and this video helps explain it.

I hope you’ll take the time to watch it. For me it was life changing.

Dr Bruce Lipton Video

Dr Bruce Lipton is not the only human to have inspired me through this journey of self discovery. But let’s start here as he opened the door for me. A door that leads to hope, empowerment, joy, and heightened consciousness.

If you do watch the video please drop a note as to your thoughts. I’d love to hear them.

Become a Creator

There are evil forces at work to make this world an even more dire place to live. And there are forces at work to bring in a new world of peace, love, and harmony.

Do you know what side you are on? For if you are living in fear, you are on the wrong side. Did Star Wars teach you nothing?

The new science is out. We have a creator. We are more energy than matter, and we have the ability to heal ourselves, we have the ability to change the world. And it all starts with your conscious thoughts.

This new science has been repressed. They don’t want us to know our own power.  But a movement toward enlightenment is happening. We have grown weary of those wanting to hoard power and money, on the broken backs of billions of people.

This whole society was built on the Darwinism theory of survival of the fitness. To survive no matter who you have to trample on. That we have no meaning and no purpose. Our society has been built on a lie and that’s why it’s falling apart.

We can become creators in the new world. Live consciously. Be aware of your thoughts. Paint the world as you would like to see it. Do not live in fear.

Fill your heart with peace, compassion, love, gratitude. Do not let there be any room for fear or hate in your heart.

Live in the light. We can do more than just survive. We can thrive.

Peace and Love.

The Division

The world is changing.

Sometimes I am elated and sometimes I am terrified.

The current structure system is failing because it never worked in the first place. It can no longer sustain us.

There is so much I love about this world, and yet so much I hate.

Corrupt leaders, the poisoning of our food and air and water, the plastic in the oceans, factory farming, greed, children sold as slaves, lack of empathy and compassion. And on and on the list goes. We are out of harmony with ourselves, each other, nature. And we must find a way back to that or face extinction.

It almost feels like people are being divided. Sorted. Between those waking up, filling themselves with knowledge, finding their own power and not giving into fear. Their hearts are filling up with love and compassion and a desire to bring light to others.

And then there are those living in darkness, frozen in fear. And hate is growing in their hearts.

I would like to believe in the end, love conquers all.

Such a strange time indeed.